I think in the end we have a deep longing for those we have lost even if they are still of this world.
She whom destroyed my soul and I am still healing from, I wonder if I ever will. Eating my soul away one little insecurity at a time. Acting like nothing she ever did was wrong Even when she hurt all around her. I still want to know what she would think of me, who she is now, if she has ever grown.
He who I hurt in retaliation, he who deserves an apology from and acknowledgment of his own apology. If only I felt it would do any good to just walk across the street and create that conversation. I feel like we could have still been friends had I not been bitter.
She who I lost track of in life, I tried to keep in touch but eventually just stopped any effort. I believe I could still contact her, but what would I even say at this point.  Was I the only one who thought about the other constantly what beautiful memories we had. What would happen.
The longing we had for the other soul, does anything really matter or will this continue for life.