I regret many things
I regret the changing
I was human once

I became a monster
And fought myself
I was demonic
My mind an abyssal delve

I tried to **** myself
Not my body, just my mind
Because it was fractured
Crushed to dust by the grind

I don't remember when
Nor do I remember how
But it got easier one day
And I found place to grow

I had written poems
To cry out my pain
But as it subsided then
My poetry lost it's gain

I've forgotten about you
That is what I now regret
About poetry, and this place
It just vanished from my head

I've returned now
And I'm healed again
I'm happy and content
And life is no longer a strain

So let me write you poems
Let me share my bliss
And embrace all lost souls
With a hug and a kiss

Do never lose your hope
Even when you've strayed far
Know that we are bonfires
That all of us are stars

I regretted not returning
Forgetting about you
But now that I have
That pain fades, too

I'm back now, my beloved friends
Now, now, write I shall!!!
And... just let me say this....
It's good to see you all.