I really try

I try to be positive when I'm alone

I really try

I try to be happy when I'm home alone

I really try

I try to be happy when I walk the streets alone

I really try

I try to be content when I'm online alone

I really try

I try to ignore the crushing pain all alone

I really try

I try to eat when I'm all alone

I really try

I try to love my body when I'm alone

I really try

I try to keep the tears in when I'm alone

I really try

I try to keep from cutting since I'm alone

I really try

I try not to hit my self when I'm alone

I really try

I try not to call myself ugly names when I'm alone

I really try

I try to call out to God when I'm alone

I really try

I try to believe that I'll find love but I'm still alone

I really try

I try to believe I'm beautiful in the mirror alone

I really try

I try

I really

Really

Try

But

Fail

Every

Time

I need help but I can't find the will to seek it

I keep telling myself that I don't even need it

There's nothing wrong with me

I'm

.....fine.....

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