Trying to be a lover to so many others. Means you lost a good woman along the way. And now you're having regrets.
Loving many women. Just to fulfill a selfish need. Means you lost a good woman along the way.
And when you see the pain you have cause. Then you realize the mistakes you made.
As much as you had from a sudden thrill. It wasn't worth the hurt of a bitter pill that left a bad taste in your mouth. That had you questioning everything you have done.