I want to wander Out into the cool Desert by night. Camels feasting on Sweet water from lagoons. Apparitions clothes in sand dunes, Set on blazing fire By the white goddess. Children at play Under the skies of pure May. Impossible castles constructed By an infant’s feeble hand. Rain water Brought by the tyrannical sun Washes castles away to sea, Towards Apollo’s pristine basin. I want to wander Back out there, Wander back out there Where there is no veil, No table-cloth To hide the mess. I want to meet the lost boy; I want to meet my boy. I want to gaze upon multitudes And vistas of Dionysian proportion. And swim with beings out of time. Where I can throw away all my dimes. A fire is burning inside the Indian’s tent. A green plague has come from the sea; Our god is a mortal, Who can we beseech for help? I miss my boy. I see crows feasting And ravens weeping. I must go now.