Sometimes, I do not feel as though I belong. When I write, my anger bursts out of me, explosions smattered across the blank page. When others write, their pens leak tears, the sadness soaking the page.
Why am I different? Why do I enjoy the rage that consumes me and, just as quickly as it came, leaves me with its damage? Why can't I drown in the heaviness of sorrow that slowly suffocates everyone else?
Sometimes, I feel as though I am the angriest person in the world, this world overfilled with sadness and melancholy, while I am pumped full of rage.
Am I different? Why is the rage so shallow yet it comes from an untouchable place within me? Why does my sadness seem so deep, yet my despair fades as soon as I put words on a canvas?
I am the angriest person alive, in a universe of sad, poetic souls and yet, I can't find anything sad about that, only anger.
this one is pretty simple haha :3 just felt myself going into trance and writing this! (just kidding lol)