because i found a fusion of a people of the Hebrews: and Chinese Zhuangzhi atheism like the anaesthetic of being privy: to the heavenly experience... being a conversational vanguard of: proposing gimmicks... theomatoid arthritis of riciule, sarcasm: the only worhsip of humor and transcendence that can counteract the origins of humor with slapstick and by the aid of silence... i watch movies and i'm dying to see, i'm dying to see Deadpool v Wolverine... so i'm watching other movies... and i'm loving the Ryan Reynold's type of humor and my cat stretches and callibrates gymnastics in his sleep: then sort of wakes and munches on ghosts... why are the archetypes of men in modern movies so airy'ear'dough: weird?! so nice so weak so awkward and almost wheelchair bound hopeless with no Prof Xavier mountain of collapse and telepathy...
so today i watched... hmm... i was waiting for my mother's medical supplies: how, the ****, can i hurt you: being 7000 miles away and like 11 ******* hours this strain is completing me... i watched... Notting Hill... the Mask... a Syd Barrett documentary... and something else... new concept: an 8 day week... 4 shifts on 4 shifts off or days night shifts and i think: is work ever a drudgery... or is perhaps religion? work you must do religion you may practice... 53min Romford to Liverpool St 29min... or the quickened Anglican train from Southend Victroria... then a 7min walk to Moorgate... Northern line to Elephant and Castle: sound London: Millwall territory...
HUEL plant protein ingestion: there are known to be protein alien absorbers of motions i've seen them in houseplants that i forgot to water they made me hallucinate with movement... HUEL: German based plant based protein substitute banana shake: pees beans and Pythagoras.. i love the idea of petting cats... but the problem is: eating them is taboo.. no?!
lit a candle: didn't bother buying flowers: instead bought milk: which she persuaded me to get a night guard clamp and drink oat milk and lactose free oh wow that O and wheel...
summer is over the plants the botanical revision clepsydra of epilepsy this elipse is coming round to the haunt of autumn that's unlike summer autumn married summer and spring parried winter and all the seasons were lost to the globalised argument of hegemony and the globalist affair: but how the seasons married and were no longer the four seaons of God...
the American Jesus is not the European Jesus is no not in the least: the Roman Catholic: if under the platter of a shade of ****** empowerment: the Roman Catholic Church is the Church of the Mother and Child: the passion chimera of the ****** birth: now... build me a Church in Honor of Joseph! show me Joseph teaching Jesus the skills of carpentry before he broke down and the spirits called him and he went out into the world: this poor dyslexic caligraphy not quiet Socrates not giving a **** because of old age: i was born yesteday: let me inquire about, Christianity... god loves me? so why does he punish me and allows others to explore their counterfeits of teasing evil without actually knowing the true beauty of the evil beyond the serpents in tapeworms in parasites: Satanic Project 2.0 no longer two serpents quarreling: just a sack of worms! with the aid of worms: i will **** out that apple into a ****! and give you the baron fruit above good and evil: i will tell you not of the knowledge: but the wisdom to tell apart sadness from happiness... i will tell you something beyond a mere quench of intellect when one becomes high and drunk: i will tell you of the difference between sadness and happiness: i will tell you man as Euphoria and woman as Carthritis... i will tell you that there is no good and evil only the monstrosity of the grey of day of England's September promise of an Indian Summer... that i will tell...
Species... introducing these two blondes like horses for my carriage awaits... such cheap special effects it's lament: oh too late... thinking about Alien: singular: masculine... and Species: plural: feminine... you really want to bother me out of my sleep? my surf? 4 x 12h night shifts... my first, earliest memory: was of my great-grandfather being a steward of a nursery place: two pianos: a shadow: building blocks... then on my days off i will be engineering a revision of the Colliseum... and you are the woman who made this hermit freed from love wake up from slumber in his 20s... i am quiet equipped the Chinese revelation was simply for me: the "pandemic"...
i will pass my theory driving license and finish off vol 6 of Kierkegaard's mangum opus on these shifts: if i'm not with you by Christmas... i can only think: you straightened out my life... and for that you keep calling me friend... xombie: 7000 miles and 11h away if were weren't moving... but are moving... because the moon says: TIDE! and the tides come... and the earth is drowning in an absence of relatibility...
DAJJEH... dajjal... i was thinking of the upside down Y and i came across only the Greek Lambda: the Y inverted: strange variation of thinking about the Tetragrammaton: LYH... the way of Man's thinking: Yah... the way of Woman's being: Weh... i'm sorry: why do we have this prison of Jesus-Mohammad these oprhans these religious Orpheuses these miasmas... can't see the Jesus-Mohammad collaboration? i see it: the question of father like god when it comes to mary injunction madonna and ******: i'm asking: what about the ******* church of the father: if the mother qualified for governing iron maiden 200- year old grip of power! it's as if feminism reached into the deepest receeding potential for man and said: in the parody of Greek Sibyls: we must reach the man's potential of the work ethos: we must enter the worldplace to have a chance to talk to Matthew... i'll wait... there is not vanity in be subsidising nouns... for nouns: say Jesus: then i'll say Matthew: ten times.