Something about the fact that I’ve been patient Keeping my thoughts and actions all to myself Why do I hesitate so easily Like I’m not proud of myself Why do I give up so easily when I know deep down I can make it So much self doubt within Sometimes I hate it Should I be who I’m destined to be Or should I let this side rot Building up on years of telling me I should stop Breaking down every barrier Cause this time it’s to late Never will I hesitate at my own fate