i start to mourn the life that i could’ve had, but killed and so i sit sabotaging the only shining starry nights in my life, and i sing restlessly into an empty jungle, hoping to hear a familiar call. one sound to reassure me that i am not the only one left, singing unknowingly into the thicket waiting for something to whisper back —something that has gone extinct.
i wrote this a while back and it’s even more relevant in my life right now. look up the story of this bird. it is so beautiful and sad.