when i come into this library, for some reason, i like to think about california i lived there as a child my youngest son was born in santa rosa yo hablo espanyol pero solamente un pequito will i get back? i would like to meditate at the san francisco zen center i would like to see the tidal pools in monterrey again i would like to see lake tahoe in snow

                                           i could die there
                                                  on i go ...