i am cracked ribs when it's raining and the road is slick with car oil- car crashes. stinking rubble, the bottle of oxycontin that rests by your bed, cold dead feet motionless in the morgue. i am the graceless stroke of a violin in unpracticed hands, the rip rip ripping of a dress torn off, the chill in winter breath. you are the sun that found me fixable, not hopeless or yellow addiction. you were the cast that healed my broken bones piecing back together my fragmented whole.