there she was another stressful day followed by a lonely night
You'd think she'd be used to the pain by now
But you don't seem to go numb
You tell yourself your numb
You try to convince yourself you don't feel anymore
But you do feel
and the memories just ******* replay in your head OVER AND OVER
nothing you can do will make you forget
you just want to forget
they say time heals
but in reality it doesn't
after so much time passes and things are still the same you get tired
So tired of living
so there she was
all alone in her room
full bottle off pills in one hand
in the other her goodbye note
saying how she's sorry and that now she can finally be at peace
how many will it take this time
so many failed attempts she'd have to be sure it's work this time
so she'll just take one for every regret- every time her heart ever got broken- every time someone told her she loved her and lied why did they lie?- one for her mom that also drowns her sorrows with the bottle- one for her dad that escapes his regrets through a needle- one for all the times she tried so hard to be there for all the people who eventually stabbed her in the back- one for the failure she had became- one for each heart she ever broke..