How can I think I'm not interested when my heart betrays me
by flying when you catch my eye?
(my cowardice keeps me away)
You exhaust me but I can't resist your pull.
(fear? keeps me timid, not my nature)
I want you to drift away but I can't seem to let go.
(my body is a traitor)
I never dreamed of you 'til you stopped speaking to me.
(i don't even know what to want)
2009