you tease and taunt,
make me feel so ****,
i feel so on edge,
one push and i'll lose it.

i'm not crazy
just unstable
wondering if i could
hang myself with this cable

i hate myself
the way i look
everyone judges my cover
like i'm some book?

my heart was pure
you destroyed that
all from a few words
dumb, ugly and fat

i hate my life
i want it to end
i can't even tell
my only friend

everyone has problems
some never tell
why won't you hear mine
do i have to yell?

it's clear i'm troubled
the cut's on my skin
my mother looks at me
like my birth was a sin

i can't do this anymore
your words rule my brain
i'm ready to jump
just waiting for a train

i'm gone for good
you don't bat a tear
you pick a new victim
i'm forgotten in a year
(n.t)