i

to wait patiently
to construct a moment..
to play a full note

beauty and faith..
a heavy load
take´s courage..

heaven in hell
and vice-versa
to wait at a door

ii

for a yes or no
to be paid
for an echo..

a coin tossed into
a well
or just the plain boredom..

to be terse
in a verse
in a poem..

or just bite the paintwork
or sin
(later regret-)

iii

to be lugubrious
or happy
to howl in

a nonchalent
unaffected by it all
kind of a style..

iv

hello?!happy!
what are you doing here?
waiting for you-!

and through..
into what..
that is closed..