you're undeserving of my attention
my love and my patience
do you have brain or does it live in your pants?
I shouldn't care
it's over
I want to hurt you, I want to make you feel like I do
I want to make you suffer
I can't move on, I still love you
I'm going to explode
implode?
implode

I'm going to implode
I hate you, why am I waiting
Maybe just one more week
and I'll let go
I need a distraction
A boy, a toy?
no, i can't hurt myself
You.  I want to hurt you
just
you
you are what i want to destroy
or do i want to love you
I need to scream
I'm going to break

I don't need a boy
I want a man
You've wrecked me
I can't forgive you
I want to love you, then break you
i want to tear you into shreds
and leave
i want to make you feel my rage
...
make you ache
make you hurt
i hate you
i hate you
where is my sanity
help