Before the estrangements of my youth Were the meaning and colors to everything Had as many friends as I could and held-- As tight to the hopes of living for eternity
Lost in the euphoria of my early years Perhaps gravely endulged to even see That the youth I savoured for so much Has began to slowly erode to a new reality
The friends I had, worked their life around And as I tried to arrive to the same place The reality of mediocrity and blandness Brought me to kneel, fittingly ashamed
My castle of grandeur collapsed as though-- I was not under it's roof, calling aloud To whom I probably had missed dearly "Mom, am I still young?" There's no answer
Better to sleep away this terrible dream Let the calamity of my incessant doubt Claw away my flesh and bones as it is Hastily leave me here; older but not wiser