leaning towards those in your elephantine ears, fast with reerecting churchy whispers--have monumental opinions of you. while you're used at ease, in adjustably particular ways--nodding with pathetic gratitude. your sister's ***** slip that night, in regard to a pinnable justice on your cold ***--goes around in sisterly unsaid. what you desecrated with the dead weight of forward motion, isn't even aware of retrograde as damnability. a chartless pole leaves an elderly woman where she lie, for good--as you sleepwalk away from her. she's lonely because you probably won't make it there-- despite all the surrounding evidence.