forget about self-belief! forget about self-belief! don't believe in yourself: no cogito ergo sum phantom rolling inside your brain thinking yourself more than rock sea god and mountain:
but reflect upon the face of you in Poseidon: the ancients might have believed Titans ruled like Autocrats and...
Quality: of one rather than one: as a quantity of indefiniteness pleasure: no pleasure she became involved in my life yet my life is still somehow public but as i microdosaged and was asked sober to exchange money
and spent the weekend with father and you talked about moving Martin nearer to the sea to Danzig by the Sea not Clackton or Clacton:
i'm going to an AcDc gig while she was having spaghetti monsters of conversations by a bonfire a date night longing out I know Reyla wanted us to have a date night: i need to pay my cats for baby-sitting: i really do...
confusion creates enlightenment: funny how: i can't see a traffic cordon in the fog enlightened by concusion and hitting a tonsure of blood on my head: perhaps i need to get out of this gig economy people are not seeing human to human interaction
QUALITY: half a joint and half a 70cl bottle of Welsh whiskey talking about sport
that England vs Switzerland match but then that Netherlands match vs Turkey and i'm about to talk Olympics: tis the season to by ****** holy and Japanese pederasty like so got me involved...
kettle? pan? kettle-pan cups-ahoy: one is for a lesbian: i'm sure: let's get technical:
i was actually looking up the Architect of the Third *****: Third ***** history is so rich in its mythology and genocide that it's a fetish that i only acquired having acquired the English language first...
**** Architecture is still ALIVE... just think of the hands that did the work of laying brick on brick and you can still see ghosts like jazz hands applauding those still living... of those who constructed Wembley to now those who work in Wembley:
what a disparity: CONSTRUCTION ARMY > WARFARE ARMY you only realize that when working in the security industry: the military personnel became demoted while the construction army became promoted to the status of ACTOR poet... SUPERVISOR...
today my father said that supervisor in the construction industry: but a supervisor in the security industry: i demoted myself wanted go back to the roots: unhinge myself from the shackles of a profession: no career a job is money...
if i were a rich man... phantom of the opera and fiddler on the roof: somehow mashed up mashed up mashed up mashed up!
of this world i only ask of three things: not the father the son and holy ghost: as man to man and then translating to woman: tortured by a blockjob kept this one ***** chick dear mummy got a new fairstyle and for all the Gardens of King Solomon just my me and David and the Lute and Swan Song: Monogamy of the **** *** ***... donkey cure of carrots..
just seeing these ex military men work in the security industry alongisde ex construction men and how there's work in work there's absolutely work in work i'm doing overtime playing actor psychologist pingpong...
three things:
A GOOD WOMAN: WHOLESOME AGRARIAN: PARADOXICAL: DOGMATIC: (looking: looking: for a word: working agrarian: hubris: hunting blues... tip to tongue tip to tongue... RUSTIC!) SOME GOOD WHISKEY A SHERBET ***** & good music that's the 4th goldfish: for you to hide like a dragon and that's the 1st wish of my 3 and that's 4...
as a fan of football of sport how is England supposed to compete with the national furor of both Netherlands where interrogation integration worked: where Turkey there's integration of *** apparent Turks looking more like Europeans rather than Middle Easterners and that's because i count the shift of Rome and no longer the Ottoman claimant of Byzantium:
best reading encyclopedia history when watching a football match: best thing to do! best: thing! to: do!