Part of me died trying to love you And now I'm sat here feeling blue Lost to time I wasted holding onto that feeling Praying for my self to come back Please cut me some slack I keep feeling the same heart attack Guess its just my way of healing Blood running out my veins A shell of my body remains You left me tied to these chains This love for you I keep concealing Hoping how I feel is just a lie Soundless screams that I cannot cry Feeling like I'm about to die Why was your pain so appealing?