Escaping into fantasy, her mind is at ease there, she can remove the blunt knife of reality, that endlessly stabs her right in the back repeatedly, no success, replacing its blunted edges for something real and sharp blood pours the deeper the red, the faster her feet take her to her dream land wonderland freeland freedom lies, in the swampy depths of her mermaid life fiction and fantasy, blur with a softly tinted reality, pour another know each sip, takes the edges fades them, and pushes her further to a place where no one or thing can touch or reach or hurt her in this place, she knows only each and every dream, the lover she so craves, to be realised, unfazed it is safer here, for it is all she could