As I close my eyes, I go on a ride
I see the world, and I see things on other planets
Movies and movie stars that are yet to be alive
But then I realize I have not lived
And I opened my eyes,
To see my bedroom walls
Soon I realize all the people I know right now
Talking to them, thinking it matters right now
That I’m 16 years old and laughing at all the jokes
Taking into consideration of their feelings,
Praying their happiness is over the limit
Saving another life, keeping their hearts in a bag
And how I know that I will someday be 80 years old and alone
So I thought to myself “Why not end it now?”