Sometimes, I still long for the taste of your tongue
In my mouth.
How your brutal hands that ripped
My heart from my chest
Once caressed my back and waist.
I wasted love on you.
My glass full
From years of saving;
Sacrificing other gentleman callers
and their date dollars.
Spending nights alone,
Extending my hand out the window
Collecting ‘love drops’
That filter in my cup.
I poured everything into your body.
How was I to know
You would drain
Every
Last
Drop?
Lost.
All the fluid of my feelings
Kept safe for good keeping,
Gone.
In seconds
…All
Drains
Away…
Amazingly,
All my feelings that poured into your body
Left no impression or influence.
You’re still cold;
A one-track mind.
A drain you are.
Maybe it be best
I fall in love with a plumber next.
To give back what was mine
And he can provide
The Tools I need to avoid
Fools
Like
You.
Currently,
My cup holds ice.
But in time, the ice will melt
From the warmth of another love
And a pair of hands
That can hold my heart.
I painfully learned
That my cup is not meant to be empty
And completely given to someone.
The majority is for me
I won’t be left thirsty.
Drip…
Drop…
Hear that?
It’s my cup, re-filling.
Good riddance.