looking at like where did time go no make up just shower moisturize comb my hair brush my teeth no breakfast needed driving half asleep maybe a coffee might do it maybe some food no when I work out no maybe be if I listen to music no that didnβt do it maybe talk to a friend no maybe ice cream nothings cutting it maybe seeing the light one day will do it I hope when I do die thatβll be the day I get the peace I prayed so hard for because this earth has never will never be my home I will never belong