Right now, again I can’t take a breath And the longing that I’ve been holding back It is set loose to wreak more havoc Welcome and expected the beautiful aftermath Knowing the sadness for what it is Embracing the bitterness rising up again Now manifest myself this lonely man Still hoping and foolishly longing after her The woman I know I thought I might have loved Knowing she doesn’t want him she doesn’t love him More time is squandered and that time adds up Bit by bit wasted on the woman he knows I am okay with wasting away Because I know I thought I really loved her And I feel happiest when I am living in the past Always longing Always looking back So I manifest myself this lonesome man All he has lost and all he regrets All the while knowing deep within my breast She is not coming she is forever going She is never coming back Manifest myself this man Exactly where I am at.