What if we're living inside the brain of God. And just like every war is a war within yourself. God is at war with himself. But God is ultimately good. And all the attributes we as a human species have jealously, selfishness, sadness, regret, happiness, joy, LOVE are all the attributes our God has and we are going through these emotions together all tied as one. You are looking for peace. Which means God isn't at peace. And just like a thought inside your brain is transferring one piece of information through light from one point to the next, we are the light transferring information.