As the knowledge Of Kemp moving to North Carolina settles heavily in my bones
I realize
I crave an individual Who does not offer solutions immediately upon a revelation of mine mid conversation But one who sits with me as I am
In whatever shape or form it takes
One who can absorb and contain my experience of speaking a feeling or experience into words And have them just be as they are
No need to rush the processing or movement whirling within my vessel
Sitting with me as I am With no hurry to avoid with stirs within the other With no hurry to feel the relief of offering surface level words of minimizing the experience my body calls me to share
To simply be with me In my experience
My therapist is leaving. I have one more session with her. I'm not ready to say goodbye. I never was. No amount of time could help the processing of it. All I can do is be with all that is. I look forward to the corrective experience in saying goodbye.