You were the only person I would ever want to be with.
You have wiped out all the memories in my head.
I feel empty.
You have given me hope and meaning,
And taken it away in a moments pause,
Replaced it with distrust and anxiety.
I am left with only my eyes, hollowed out and dark,
Distanced from you for eternity.
I will miss you forever.
If you came back and told me you still cared I would jump into your arms.
Because if you haven't realized I have nothing to live for.
I am a white blank slate in a crowd of translucent multi-colored slates.
I am the girl with the empty face in an arena of smiles and grins.
I am so far away from everything I feel like a walking corpse.
If you hate me I don't blame you, I hate myself most of the time when I look in the mirror.
I have nothing.
I am nothing.
I am the nothing you once kissed, held, and told "I love you." to under soft white sheets.
I wonder sometimes if I could fly back into that moment in time as I slept, just to feel your arms around me, your eyes looking into mine with such intensity I could hardly breathe correctly.
If only I could just breathe like that once more,
Instead of not wanting to breathe at all.