maybe my pull isn't that strong because you seem to deviate, always from the path we've walked on for so long that it's been a lifetime and not mere days are my body and soul not enough? or are the times too tough? that you choose the easier option and leave me without any caution for i have been here for you, always but maybe you don't want me anyways so i wish you luck and so much more and hope we can still be okay, like before i don't have it in me to fight, i am tired and maybe a bit too differently wired for the likes of you and everybody else but this time it ain't my fault i can tell and it's for the better, i can feel it because we're those pieces of a puzzle that will never fit
i feel better, relieved and not on the verge of crying myself to death i am not enough, i got that clear