I feel the hate
boiling up inside
and want to rip your heart out
like you did to mine
I want to yell
until it rumbles
and rattles your body
til it crumbles
But at other times
I feel the love
swelling up in my chest
through my veins like a drug
I want to stare at your face
and stroke your hair
to go back to the place
where we were a perfect pair
I am battling between
my love and my hate
and I wish I could just feel

nothing.