of his cigarette a menthol smoke silhouette circling his wet crimson lips with just the tip between his stained crooked teeth he ***** me hard till I'm charred pulling me out with his ***** yellow nail fingers I linger there as he speaks growing smaller on the exhale I wail cause I remember when I was white and clean but now bent and twisted a stump in a metal tray where all his other smokes lay among the ashes in a blanket of powdery gray I smolder old and colder my fire snuffed on his last puff