Living in all these hotels sincen 2023 Christmas eve Makes me hate men. Like seriously men **** their children & sometimes I hear women getting beat up. Like ***. This one time I was was tweaking real bad but I know this was foreal this guy on the floor above our room. He beat up his gf and ***** that kid infront of her. And. Like it happened every day. That kid was crying and when room service came by he ******* that child kept he/she fukkn quiet in the bathroom. What the **** is wrong with sick men. I know I tweak alot but I kno it's for real **** that's going on. Most of the time I am on one and tweaking, chilling in the bathroom all fukn night most times half the time. I hardly get outside. I'm always with myself N MY babies. I look out for my children alot. And have cameras almost in every corner in my bedrooms everywhere I went to make sure they don't open the doors and don't get touched. *** I LOSE MY MARBLES Some days when **** gets to me.