Im not a good gal I want what I cant have I lust after that There's nothing I want more than to see you again I know Im not yours but I wish I were My heart doesn't care about what you did last month or a year ago My mind only knows that this needs to stop But I cant say no I cant walk away I'm so addicted like a ****** on ******* And I hate myself for this I wish I was stronger and true But Im just a beggar like you