I was married and then not. ****. Vows don't demand beheading anymore. We earnestly married in our own farce. We drowned in my guilt and moved on. I was in wilderness for 40 days and nights. You called crying when Pepper got hit by a car and died. I came to your dorm room and we drank beers and got naked and ****** away our naivete. I never saw you again. I went to Boston for my next chapter.