I was running yesterday Just threading the needle of pain with focus. Each mouthful of the day dragged me forward. Each day that swam by pulled me. At the end I was living just step to step. Everything hurt in such a magnificent way. I smiled for the first time in a while. and I looked over at the eyes. I saw you standing there. You watched me saunter on. Then you ran with me. I tried keeping up with you. Then I watched you bound away. I smiled again and laughed. Yesterday I ran with a deer.