I cannot even begin to express the feelings of loneliness I have right now!
I feel like it's me all alone in this world,
trying to find my way through this hell
with no map, no compass.

No one understands.

Alone....

Alone....

Alone....

My voice echoes I'm so alone.

Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead and this is "hell".

I wish someone, anyone could understand!
But no one does.
I'm not "allowed" to have feelings
That go against what society thinks I should feel.
And I'm exhausted all the time trying to keep the lid on the box...
Holding it on tightly so it doesn't explode.

I don't want to play anymore...
I just want to stop.
I need it all to stop.
And I need to stop now.

I fold!

*Nita gets up from the table, leaves her chips behind and walks away