It's useless
to try to share the mixture of cigarette breath and soft lips
in short phrases
It's also useless
to try to convince myself
this is not everything I have always wanted
The soft touch of your lips at first and the sudden desire of your mouth
in my mouth, gasping for air
opening our eyes to discover messy hairs and dizzy heads
to smile in between kisses and to fight the urges to shout
I love you
I need you
I want you
It's useless.