back when it was important to be better than everyone else i neglected myself what was mental health but a distraction from goals that couldn't be quelled hourglass countdown mousetrap shout now never again "never" is when he grabs my arm shirt sleeve tearing pieces stored in box unbelievably his eyes lock with me as he shows me the clock it's 10 PM do you know if your children's interests still revolve around the weaknesses of others? keep it that way keep them under your thumb digging into their skin blood laden monkeys paw unfurled it's the only way they'll ever really get ahead in this world you see, individuality is just a sin concocted by philosophers what keeps your maverick apathetic they call that fabric softener black water coffee packed crying in father's cup we all know how the story goes the nail that sticks up