As I feel like a man, every emotion is slower and is more potent. As I feel like a man, everything changed. As I feel like a man, I feel the responsibilities of being a man. As I feel like a man, I feel content yet I also feel a pain in my ribs. As I feel like a man, I feel euphoric. As I feel like a man, everything is new yet I feel like that feeling have always been with me. As I feel like a man, I can finally describe the peace I feel when one of my friends wants to know more about my pronouns and what I prefer. I am keeping my full name. Considering I am a gender fluid woman I am keeping both parts of me: My feminine body and my masculine heart.