Years of being angry finally at peace Humbled after being sick Thankful to be alive Year and six months of doctors appointments. Six months on the transplant list Thanked God for another chance I tried to write about it but lived it I'd like to forget be normal ish Whatever that is now a days I hated the doctor now It's a regular thing Trying to have a social life usually a workaholic Taking pills to keep my ***** and body from rejecting one another A huge scar across my stomach Near the bottom of my rib cage a reminder of healing A second chance at life called brave I'm crazy enough to comeback for more Talking to God to help me get through this I'm blessed and thankful to be alive Not letting toxic people spoil my bounce back Limited not holding back Faith gave me strength Music keep me sane Ready to go back to work Love home but not a home body Writing has been hard not writing from hurt or pain Staying positive focused on recovery