therapy ii // i feel too much
by @freegalio
i feel too much
too much of whatever color
is in this month
i cant
try new things
without
feeling all of it
like the fucking titanic on my chest
my mood will change easily
but it'll sink into the color
to the depths
ill be ecstatic
or fucking detrimental
everything sounds great
or like a threat to my breath
i want things to fill the void
never people
because they never fill it quite well
the way tattoos feel
buying something shiny
hanging on to it
absorbing it
till it becomes my personality
until the color takes over