I drive in circles around our hometown, looking for you in every gas station parking lot. Luckily you’re never there. I still get that feeling in my gut sometimes because you haunt me. I still wonder if you ever miss me, if you can’t get my face out of the back of your head. I know it’s for the best because I don’t cry anymore. In fact I breathe easier too. But there are still plenty of times I still wish that maybe it could have been you.