I'm finding it hard to connect the colors in my head to the correct emotions I am feeling lately. I wanted the Blues to represent the blue skies and the Yellows to be the sunshine I saw in your eyes. But the Blues make me sad and the Yellow makes it to bright to stare at you straight on. I wanted the Reds to symbolize the energy of our love and the Orange to represent the caution I put up when you're around. But the Reds make me sick and the Oranges keep me confused. I keep hiding behind the Blacks and the Whites every time I see the shadows of Grey's come near me... and it's so hard to love you when all I see if Dark Blue and Purple forming on my body.