I have painted in you light that only exists to brighten the day, the light that grows saplings, that creates vitamin D. See, the way in which I speak of you is to the heights of heaven as if describing god herself. I ***** adoration of a being so celestial that I can no longer reach out and touch the face that gives hope of salvation. So I pray. To a god, to a savior, to anyone who might listen, that will take notes on every word I've made up to describe the retching love in which I yearn for for lifetimes. You are the reason I believe in love, but the reason I also think I will not find if not in you.