so still entranced by the vision of your own dying
your body offers itself up to me
I taste the flavour of your life
drink your dreams savour each sweet memory
the delicious tang of longing
smell the sweet desire to live
swallow your soul (whole) your body now
no use to me or you
a broken doll left out in the rain
at best I kept my promise
there will be no more pain
**
My friend who was slowly dying described her cancer as like being bitten by a vampire and watching something so unreal drink your life without being able to do anything about it.