In every moment, in every place, I must be strong; Especially in the night When the darkness blankets my eyes And casts its shadow over my heart.
It's okay to be upset, But the darkness speaks, And I listen intently, But I must not believe everything it says.
It looks into me and and sees My past, my history, It says treacherous things About the people around me.
I recognise it now, Now that I fight to be worthy of your love, My Lord. I see it now, And how it can cause me to sting and sink My venom into the people I love. And when I wake it becomes clear, What a horrible person I was.