collapsed in tears of pain so lost in heavy confusion how did things get so messed up Please help me now is all i can say God, hear my cries and see my tears this is not what i wanted i begged for it to not happen this way so unsure i am of many things i am still so young i just cant handle this so if you are there know i am crying out in desperation Please save me from my pain but there is just an empty silence all around Please, i don't want to be lost and so alone Are you there? Are you even real? waiting for answers i can only think maybe i am not worth saving... or maybe just meant to endure this pain. @marknyangacha