Empty, nothing
Dark, black
Sadness, sickness
Hurt, pain
Helpless

Why does this have to happen to you?
I wish i can take it away.
Wash it away with tears. I wish.
I just want to go back and relive with you
You're beautiful, i love you so much.

Im sorry for what you have to go through.  You don't deserve this. its all too much, but you will beat this because you are a survivor. Youre alive full of life, love, hope, happiness, strength. You got this. Im here for you. We're here for you.

I love you Mom.