Sometimes I lay in bed and think "what would life be like if I wasn't born?" I know that's a silly question and stupid to think but have I changed anyone's life by being alive? Am I anyones reason to wake up in the morning? Did I influence someone's life by just being there for them or a simple talk did I help them? I feel like I'm not important enough to anyone to answer these questions. If I wasn't born would anything be different? I don't think so. The sun still turns the birds still sing the people that have crossed my life would still be here doing what they do. I haven't gone out of my way to chance a human beings life. I don't feel the need to be here cause no one would gave a ****. I don't have a million people loving and counting on me to be something great. I don't have a lover I can turn to and tell all my secrets with. I don't have anybody. Sad to say that if I was never born life, wouldn't be much different.