I've come up with
come up with a million
a million excuses.
But the thing is I
thing is I don't thi—
I don't think you'd under—
you'd understand
even if I
even if I tried.
Tried to explain. Because I
because I couldn't possibly
possibly form these thoughts
these thoughts into con—
into concrete sentences
even if I
even if I tried.
Because they're mindlessly
mindlessly floating
in the muck
that you and I both
both know is
my mind.